Forest Fire C

It's like walking on water ,... more

by Russel Thokozani Kana

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$150

Dimensions

84.100 x 59.400 x 180.000 cm.

Title

Forest Fire C

Artist

Russel Thokozani Kana

Medium

Photograph - Photography:limited Edition- Fine Art Archival Print

Description

It's like walking on water ,
-laughs ,
The intuition has shown me some extra ordinary things the battle is listening and trusting it.
If I could record the conversations in my mind ?
Reason: now you've lost it what 's you shooting now , come on get a life you waisting time.
I don't think you should be here , this place ain't safe.if got stabbed here no one will know.Did you bring your phone.What will you do with these pictures?.Most people are at work now, and here you doing nothing.
Look behind you!

fears fears fears ,
neverthe less I continue because I saw something I heard something so strong no matter what all the other thoughts whisper.
I persue it.

Even upon editing
The voices continue.
The truth is, I believe that the holy spirit is there with me in the editing. So I wait for that voice.

On the pc-
20 left 30 right more red stop
10 left 20 right less blue.

Is this my own thinking or his
if so what now ?
I listen, nothing.
I look ,
edit edit , 30 left ok enough.

I argue , it doesn't look done.
I respond to myself: Gee Im dumb here I'm instructed and I still defy my inner guidance.
Whats the point then!

only if I could silence this mind,

The one way I've been dealing with this issue which Im not sure is smart.(doubt) has been

instead of resisting the negative to affirm it.
eg.
Russel you nuts you shooting useless branches,
yes I am.
You could get killed here,
I am a murder too.
you waisting time here,
I waste time
you don't listen
I do'nt listen.
you stupid
yes I am
look behind you
I am behind.
I think in this way instead of creating a resistance I create acceptance.The resistance'' against' polar thoughts'.

I wonder if there is a significance between the forest broken branches and the cognitive stronghold I deal with in that forest silicence..
Having said that.The negative thought has two posibilties to spur me on through the resistance, or to withhold me. In the acceptance I give in but don't give up. In the resistance I resist and to spur on.Either way I have to find the direct the energy of the storm for me to not sink but to be the lightning.

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April 8th, 2010